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yesterday was a very long day for me, i went somewhere like 1 hour away with dad and melissa! we ate at golden corral :> i didn't eat anything before that so i ate a lot that time, i got a lot of variety like meat loaf, mac cheese, veggies, popcorn shrimp, ham, beef, etc!
we went to a mall and i found a rare-ish n64 game; Megaman 64 and it was my first time to see that : D!! so i brought it and i was satisfied with what i got! :3
the thing is though, after all that shopping, i felt so tired and wanted to go home, dad agreed but melissa still wanted to check one more store called Big Lots or something on way back home and i played Smash 3ds in car wailing for them to return but they took forever in there, i could tell. it was more than 30 minutes so i closed my 3ds and went in store to get them and speed the progress up e_e
anyways, when i got home, i played TTR a little and talked to my crush on skype and i end getting heartbroken because i learned more about her current relationship with someone else, i was aware that she was taken but i go for it anyway because we both have feelings for each other in a very long time and stuff but ... yeah. i shouldn't have pushed myself, i should have went for it IF she was single, it wouldn't be so complicated. but i learned few things though, don't bother falling in love with someone who's taken. you'll get yourself hurt no matter what. ;_;
i left a lot of important details out for reasons but know this, what she and i had was indeed very real, so i'm happy about that. we'll continue being best friends so i guess i'm not too upset!
i just don't know if i'll like someone or meet someone who actually like me even again but i won't give up this time, i haven't been in relationship for over five years and i was really happy that way, so i'll continue being happy as myself and if i end up liking someone, i will just let it happen and see!
i have a best friend helping me to get through this so i'm mostly okay now, i also got a very good night's sleep! :') i'm still little hurt which affect my mood to do few stuff like drawing though. i need little time ;_;
we went to a mall and i found a rare-ish n64 game; Megaman 64 and it was my first time to see that : D!! so i brought it and i was satisfied with what i got! :3
the thing is though, after all that shopping, i felt so tired and wanted to go home, dad agreed but melissa still wanted to check one more store called Big Lots or something on way back home and i played Smash 3ds in car wailing for them to return but they took forever in there, i could tell. it was more than 30 minutes so i closed my 3ds and went in store to get them and speed the progress up e_e
anyways, when i got home, i played TTR a little and talked to my crush on skype and i end getting heartbroken because i learned more about her current relationship with someone else, i was aware that she was taken but i go for it anyway because we both have feelings for each other in a very long time and stuff but ... yeah. i shouldn't have pushed myself, i should have went for it IF she was single, it wouldn't be so complicated. but i learned few things though, don't bother falling in love with someone who's taken. you'll get yourself hurt no matter what. ;_;
i left a lot of important details out for reasons but know this, what she and i had was indeed very real, so i'm happy about that. we'll continue being best friends so i guess i'm not too upset!
i just don't know if i'll like someone or meet someone who actually like me even again but i won't give up this time, i haven't been in relationship for over five years and i was really happy that way, so i'll continue being happy as myself and if i end up liking someone, i will just let it happen and see!
i have a best friend helping me to get through this so i'm mostly okay now, i also got a very good night's sleep! :') i'm still little hurt which affect my mood to do few stuff like drawing though. i need little time ;_;
i'm okay!
apologizes for the inactivity, a lot happened + i would prefer not to talk about it- just know that i'm alright!! hopefully i'll draw and post more whenever i can
thank you so much for core membership!!
aw someone gifted me a month of core membership- i promise to put it to good use!! ^_^ thank you very much, kindly!!
!!! who gave me the core membership ? :0
whoever gifted me the core membership- it wasn't necessary but THANK YOU SO MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATE IT A LOT ; ____ ;
returning !! (for real this time)
oh my god., i miss this site so much ; ___ ; i love the thing where you can check replies, comments, etc unlike twitter i also love that you can delete unwanted comments as well to keep everything clean i'm gonna try and upload most of art i've made since my hiatus started on here !! right now i have a lot of catching up to do first * o * plus i've always liked having art in my gallery just so i can show my friends without having to dig through my folders to remember which ones i did recently
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