i woke up pretty early so i got a lot of time today; i still have two hours left but damn, that was one of best sleeps i've had in forever!! i played TTR to garden and got my merits woo hoo!!
i have no idea what my dream was exactly and for some reason it made me think a lot and learned a lot? i remember how i was too stupid to worry about anything (paranoid worrying, not caring worrying ofc!) it was so much less stressful and i miss that! i remember i was always happy regarding of bad situations!! i told myself to do something about that and the first thing was to stop using tumblr because it triggered my anxiousness so many times before (etc: ex friend posting toon art) + no point in reblogging+liking posts and i always feel gross wasting time on tumblr, you know? and next thing: i reminded myself to just...
-stop worrying about every damn thing and just worry about something when it actually happen!
-worried about embarrassing yourself on cheering friends up? DONT! JUST DO IT, that's your job andrew! to make friends happy! everyone need that now!!
-remember what heather taught you, use them and make your life easier yourself!
-find new things to do?! maybe sew stuff !!?
-ANDREW YOU'RE THE BEST ! YOU CAN BE THAT EVERYONE'S FAVORITE SUPER HAPPY FRIEND AGAIN LIKE YOU ONCE WERE ! : )
yes thank you me LOOL
THAT'S IT YEAH IM SUPER PUMPED AS HELL AND IM GONNA FUCKING DRAW WHILE I CAN!! FUCK YEAH QOWOOHOO